Tuesday, May 31, 2005
hey.
perhaps.
its just not meant to be.
today.
went to keming primary.
last day for the racial harmony programme.
grouped with. constance. ronald.
GS was walter.
so yeahhs.
had fun.
and yahs.
i will miss them. (:
helio.
im sorry for that time.
you are great!
(:
hannah.
thanks ahh.
LOL.
green fingers!
(:
eunice.
syarita.
shafiq.
ashvin.
wan li.
mith.
oh yeahs.
green hexagon.
30/5 - 31/5
(:
after that.
lols.
we all did smth mad.
we WALKED.
from keming.
all the way. to hua yi.
thats erm.
bukit batok.
to jurong.
(:
nice ok.
lols.
but they want to faint liaos.
cos i purposely shout.
LOL.
plus.
horrible singing. (:
now. no voice.
LOL.
xD
then went jp with ronald.
shared with him the gospel.
yeahhs.
(:
LOL. we two. talked.
like. very long.
(:
ronald horh.
xD
feez.
its fate yahs.
(:
i know im just temporary.
im trying.
to walk away.
(:
BANGBANG
Saturday, May 28, 2005
kai. bu. liao. kou
more than often.
we just.
tend to look back.
but just to find.
emptiness.
that was me.
who searched for long.
but never found.
reminiscence;
whats the use of it.
the gap widens.
to an extent.
none can close it.
holidays.
plenty of studying.
no matter how stressed can it be.
im not afraid.
i must do it.
its a must.
i have to face it.
its a world.
where i dont exist.
who am i.
BANGBANG
Sunday, May 22, 2005
dont wish to say much.
seriously.
i have lost.
if you are making a joke out of me.
congratulations. you have done it.
the more i try to be happy.
the worse you want to make me feel.
whats worse.
you made complications.
what is hope.
and what is faith.
i believed.
i praised.
then what.
more trails ahead.
you can say im lousy.
yes. i am.
im a nuisance.
im a kb person.
im a whole lot worse.
since its that way.
you can never understand.
why i choose to leave.
im a human.
not a robot.
im one with emotions.
why.
why did everything turn out this way.
just by your doing.
everybody collapsed.
just like SHE said.
living a meaningless life.
you might as well dont stay here.
because you dont belong anywhere else on earth.
if you say i can overcome this quickly.
perhaps.
you just dont know me .
who likes to cry and tear everyday.
i hate to.
yet.
the situation forced me to.
BANGBANG