Saturday, January 07, 2006
im back. (:
5 - 6 jan.
sec 1 orientation camp.
hmms.
tis year im one of the excos.
oso the only girl exco. =x.
jia lat. lucky got royston. :D
hmms.
being exco oso good la.
can join any group. (:
oso the paramedic.
LOL. karim calls me tat.
in charge of first aid ma.
tis year arhs.
got alot of students not feeling well.
hmms. hope i did make dem feel better? lols.
went to group 12 cos justin is dere ma.
went to take a look how he is.
not bad leh. =D
thou most of dem say its kinda boring. =x.
hmms. rained in the night?
dey didnt get to do nightwalk.
and play some activities. which was a pity.
hmms. BUT. tis year the performance.
dey get to sit on the chairs!
lyk some grand ceremony.
hees. =D
overall.
the sec 1 orientation is not bad.
enjoyed having fun with dem.
haas.
hope they get to noe more friends ba.
:D
sec 4 lyfe is so rushing.
like a bullet train.
final year.
come to think of it.
time really flies.
loads of hw.
hmms.
mus study hard.
i guess most probably.
i didnt pass my A maths.
so. 20th jan.
wish me luck. (:
duno whether am i assuming too much.
or dat is the reality.
but wad i see now is.
history is taking place.
im not running away from it.
its jus i noe i cant afford to confront anybody.
i dont even have the right to.
wad's ironical is.
i dont even know what went wrong.
or what i did wrongly.
to deserve the cold shoulder.
honestly i feel tat way. no offence.
im not saying anyone is wrong.
the question is. did i do anything wrong?
if the ans is yes. can you all let me know.
i tried smiling.
but all u ppl gave me was. blank stares.
i tried being polite.
but wad was returned back was short ans.
sounded lyk you all dun even wish to talk.
when i saw all of you.
i did went over and acknowledge ur presence.
but after i ask. n noticed im rather not welcomed.
i jus went away.
probably im jus thinking too much.
dats why when i walk pass the second tym.
i kept quiet.
if im being a nuisance.
jus dun wan me to be ard.
i get it.
even i dont like it.
i mus accept it.
wad for join when you are not welcomed in the first place.
it doesnt make any sense im sure.
its my blog.
im not shooting anyone here.
no offence.
dun lyk wad i say.
it doesnt matter.
for its your perception.
im free to write how i feel.
if its jus becos of the seating incident on the first day of sch.
all i can say is.
i didnt do anything wrong.
im being honest tat i dont wish to change.
becos i also wish to have my friends near me.
in lyfe.
you cant get everything u want.
i did apologise.
jus dat u didnt seem to accept it.
den suddenly.
feels lyk all are against me.
i cant do anything.
so now.
im not in.
things came to a standstill.
i cant do anything.
except to let nature takes it course.
if our friendship is strong.
we will see it.
tats all ba.
im trying hard.
thats wad i can say.
(:
BANGBANG
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
hmm.
first entry of the new year.
yepp.
bigger classrm.
lol. 4-storey. =x
den went to help out for the tour.
1E4! hees. =D
yarhs. dey look bored. =x.
hmm.
den went to the canteen.
most of dem took lunch.
lols. i was v hungry since morn.
den was complaining to yan qing.
lols. she oso hungry.
but end up. we two took a drink nia. =x.
yep.
hmm.
nth new ba.
last year ler.
graduating batch.
z. 4th year.
so fast eh.
time nvr stops. (:
oks.
go do work ler.
(:
BANGBANG