Friday, April 28, 2006
will there be miracles if i believe.
for the past few months.
im like a disaster.
i thought i can overcome it.
but i guess.
it all comes back to reality.
for things. do not go the way u want.
its easy to give in to fears.
somehow.
i feel so distant from my friends.
those who i thought im close with.
im talking bout those that i take it as close. not the opp.
self-proclaimed i call.
somehow;
i got lost on the way.
or i was just simply forgotten someway.somehow.
who knows what tomorrow holds for us.
im honestly afraid.
that i will sink to the very bottom once again.
after so much.
am i to go back to hell.
no matter how lousy i feel.
i will put a smile.
but there are times.
i just feel like giving it all up.
winners nvr quit -
rather. im a loser in the first place.
i know plenty of people.
but i wld rather have friends.
who are there for you.
just one word from them.
you will be joyful once more.
because of the people u call friends.
u are able to enjoy ur days.
just like xuan's nick.
they MULITIPLY joy;
they DIVIDE ur sorrow;
they SUBTRACT unhappy past of yours;
they ADD on to your book of joyful memories to come.
will i have them all.
or will i lose them all.
will i fall back once again.
or perhaps.
im just not good enough.
the faith i had now lies in wonder;
escapism.
i cant see my way now.
BANGBANG
Friday, April 07, 2006
yepp today.
welcome parade for 50th anniversary.
wore rc uni n all.
we are in the supporting contingent ba. (:
yep yep.
stayed back for the whole RC activity.
was the only sec 4. lol.
but it was funfunfun. (:
went mama shop.
saw NCC peeps.
lols. accompanied kai ting home.
with NCC as bodyguards. : D
lols. no la.
becos dey were walking behind ma. : P
den dat wei lian.
kip disturb me.
pull my hair. > <
duno why boys nowadays like to do dat oso.
very fun meh. hmm.
lols but im not angry. : D
becos i had my sweet revenge too.
HAHA. : D
den arh.
we wait for kai ting to come down.
she chg fers.
hmms. den wait loh.
she came down le. : D
den the first 99 come.
we say. whoa. so full.
dun wan. LOL.
den continue wait.
2nd 99.
still dun wan. LOL.
we say its full. : D
den 3rd 99.
alrdy v late liao.
we say. erh. wait for michael's bus come fers loh. : D
LOL.
4th 99.
we bluff her its 98.
den she say. 99 LA. -.-.
LOL. den the 99 jus went.
she decided. to run after the bus.
OMG.
in the end nvr manage to catch up. > <
worse leh.
she wanted to walk instead..-.-.
on the other hand.
i became the only girl.
with 5 NCC.
lols. cool arh.
same thing.
wei lian di siao.
-.-.
den 99 come liao.
yang meng say.
kai ting waiting for us at the bus stop in front.
lols. whoa. dats a long tym leh.
hmms.
den saw her liao.
: DD
went home!
cut hair. no difference. cut so lil nia. -.-?
same thing.
if it must go.
i will let it pass.
for; to force is never the solution.
agree?
(:
its time to sit back. n rest my eyes just this once.
seen too much.
byeee. (:
BANGBANG
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
aye.
hmmph.
i passed phy!
good good. : DD
i thought i wld fail.
seriously.
borderline pass ba.
e maths.
easy but. i duno how to do.
i panicked for one thing.
*shrugs*
prays hard ba. :P
AND GEO. zzz.
ss fail liao. terribly somemore. =x.
nvm. wad's done is done.
try harder. (:
another busy week.
few more weeks to mid yr.
BLAHH.
hmms.
have faith ba. (:
i passed my phy.
not satisfied but at least.
i pass. : D
hmwk tym.
TADA (:
BANGBANG
Saturday, April 01, 2006
aye.
HAPPY APRIL FOOL. : D
lols.
naughty xinni.
oops. i mean WAYNEY.
lols.
wayney ge ge. : D
she arhs. trick me nias.
> <
tsk tsk.
but i oso not bad la.
managed to trick bon. HAHA. : D
haas.
kie.
BYEEE. (:
BANGBANG