Saturday, June 25, 2005
erm yar.
sat.
today.
woke up early.
did hw.
lols.
not guai lar.
lols.
waited fer jaslyn and jamie come my hse.
hmms.
did ss project.
den jaslyn had to go off fers.
she say she will try to come back.
lols.
she going imm to get initial D - jay de poster.
lols.
den jamie and I dug out some info.
erms. yarhs. lols.
did until 5 plus.
jamie went off.
den i went cut hair fers.
smsing jaslyn on the way.
LOL.
went to the salon.
erms.
all guys?
as in the hairdresser.
(:
den erms.
i let my sis cut fers.
only got one hairdresser free.
i saw one guy.
erms. shuai. lols.
heys. im not fetish kay.
jus complimenting niahs.
xDD
dat time i was thinking.
how nice to let him cut.
haas.
in the end.
he is really the one siah.
i say. cut layer and trim.
i dun wan hair so thick.
walaos.
the fers layer so SHORT?!
erms yarhs. lols.
but hair cut liaos.
wad to do.
lols.
nbm lorhs.
xD
he look abit like zhang dong liang.
lols.
my sis say derh.
den i think back.
yar horh.
abit lahs. lols.
xDD
he got chat with me while cutting. lols.
say cannot tie hair until so tight.
(:
den sms with jaslyn.
lols.
she actually wan to come.
but 6.30 liaos.
she still at JEC.
den she say why not 10 am tml come.
lols. why not. xDD
okays.
tml i oso packed.
now im rushing thru the rest of my hw.
* faint *
liddat lorhs.
lols.
sch reopening lerhs.
talked to ahh bu feez halfway msn.
she offline. =.=.
i told her bout my husband.
lols.
husband - xinni.
im not les or wad lahs.
lols.
okays.
i got to rush.
tml update. MAYBE.
wo zhu ni kuai le.
without me.
life for you.
will be happier. (:
there's always them.
im nothing but a small character.
lols. or even. nothing at all lahs. =.=.
smth like acting in a drama serial.
they are the main characters.
im the erm. extra. or backup.
yarhs.
and i get it.
got hidden message the previous entry?
find it for urself. (:
lols.
tears behind a smile.
back in lala land. (:
dang ni gu dan.
ni hui xiang qi shui.*
i just >3 this song.
for some reason.
(:
BANGBANG
Friday, June 24, 2005
hi (:
yup.
my life is pretty routined.
erms.
today.
went to my mum's place.
yarhs.
met cassandra ong hui zhi.
i duno how spell her name.
pardon me (:
haiyar. if i got any camera.
i sure take pic with her derh.
no worries.
i guess got time. (:
yup.
im back in my lala land.
nothing much neway.
the smiles are back in ur life now.
you are much better this way.
ur smiles can be revived by them.
which im glad.
my prayer god heard it. (:
the nightmares i've given.
im sorry.
i nvr regret helping.
why.
because its always a joy to me.
always.
in tis case.
i know i can retreat.
perhaps.
i know.
u will be much happier.
lose 1.
yet gain many.
isnt that good. (:
i will keep you in prayer.
all the best. (:
teared.
cried.
give up.
u are not gonna give him up.
and hey. jia you (:
there will be a solution to that.
believe. (:
few days.
and its back to sch.
i miss my class.
yet.
i dun wan to go back.
tears will flow.
smiles will be faked.
i know it.
erased.
BANGBANG
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
BOO.
im feeling - AHH
z.
@&*#^%.
okay.
rubbish lar.
yahhs.
intensive (:
13 june;
wahhs.
woke up early lorhs.
lols.
den i dilly dally.
ask my dad drive me.
lols.
expected lar.
i was the latest.
lols.
i still thought im the earliest.
*laughs*
denn i went hall.
lols.
fers thing.
ya lar.
piano. *gleams*
hehs.
long tym nvr touch le mahhs.
play abit niahh.
den mus gather them lerhs.
we went to our own committee.
student welfare! *grins*
den clarence nvr come.
apparently.
he's sick.
z. takkaire arh boy.
hmms.
den later.
we gather outside the hall.
lols.
move here move there.
sat with xinni.
in front was. feez ahh bu.
behind was richie and marcus.
erm yar.
den mr lee filled us in.
briefing lorhs.
lols.
den we slack abit there.
lols.
okays.
den girls took 3e2 and 3e3 for our bunks.
boys 3e4.
lols.
den we cleaned the classrm fers.
stacked up the chairs and tables.
den went to the back of the hall to get mattresses.
LOL.
den the boys.
they decided to take the whole trolley.
some girls decided to take a free ride.
LOL.
funny siahh.
(:
i was there laughing lorhs.
bay yeh (:
hao lerhs.
den we were told to get our stationaries a t-shirt.
lols.
went to the hall.
saw su (:
told us to blindfold ourselves.
lols.
i knew it larhs.
otherwise.
the t-shirt fer wad.
:D
hmms.
i was scared lorhs.
dat person lead me.
to dunnoe where.
lols.
but later part.
i trust that person lar. (:
after that.
erm.
i sat down lorhs.
den stood up again. =.=.
erm.
sort of formed a line lorhs.
den we walked.
haiyar.
dance studio lorhs.
lols.
i was curious to know who was
in front and behind me.
hehs.
den we sat down inside.
su told us to feel.
the palms of the people beside us.
lols.
then the person right beside me.
slap my hand.
i was. ?!?
lols.
den we took out our blindfold.
it was lihuan.
LOL.
saw.
lihuan.yvonne.suhaimi.reuben.
hmms.
toegether we form.
the joyous five (:
did our motto and vision.
- where contributions earn respect-
with joy. we see hope.
and
with hope. we pursue.
nice?
(:
yup.
den watched a movie.
remember the titans*
oh. it rawked. (:
had our reflections.
yeahhs.
went to take a shower.
waited for FGL meeting to be over.
while waiting.
talked bout ghosts with kim choo.
lols.
scary arhs. =x
den saw FGLs coming down.
went to the dance studio.
lols.
got piano.
erms. lols. u noe lorhs.
have fun with it.
lols.
den su came in.
had our sharing.
lols.
nice (:
went to slp after dat.
cldnt slp.
and i feel im a nuisance lorhs.
sorry to girls who were slping the same classrm as me.
i was coughing all the way.
me myself oso buay tahan.
lols.
went out.
looked at the sky. =.=.
den kah kian saw me.
he gave me a cup of coffee or milo.
forgot lerhs. lols.
but he gave me a hot drink.
thanks (:
saw ronald on the wae.
lols. paisehh.
im like no mood liddat.
went back to slp.
and yeahs.
thats all (:
erms. 6 plus wake up.
wahhs. v cold lehs.
hmms.
went to have our morning exercise.
lols.
had our highs and lows.
atiqah smile (:
yupp.
left sc fer a while.
ate breakfast with yazid. khamisah. richie.
cos we have remedial.
or rather.
test. =.=.
variations and graphs.
erms.
lols. okay lorhs.
god knows whether i will pass.
den nvr teach.
do CIP.
i rest abit.
den do abit of papercut.
sry i didnt complete. =x
after dat.
went bck dance studio.
erms.
dey got play one game.
yeahs.
den von showed me.
wad dey did.
yup.
well done (:
after dat.
is treasure hunt.
v fun arhs. lols.
10 tasks.
my grp colour.
YELLOW. xD
had a hard time searching for the yum yum task.
lols.
we hav to do a dance. a speech. and many more.
the dance was. lols.
very fun.
suhaimi so gao xiao arhs.
lols.
(:
thou we lost.
but hey.
its okay.
i really had fun.
with pam.
for dat day.
it was not only joyous 5.
but joyous 6.
and i love it. (:
hugged pam.
haas.
and really.
mus thank her.
she did a fabulous job on the speech.
thanks (:
den.
after dinner.
we got songs.
world of our own.
(:
nice song.
den.
something happened.
im one of them too.
den called my sis.
did the lyrics.
yup.
i was sorry.
i felt horrible.
i didnt set a good example.
wad kind of exco i am.
yar. a bad one.
im glad su came back.
i was praying hard for it.
and yeahs.
tears flowed.
hugged some of them.
(:
later on.
we watched a movie.
bout 3 am.
lols.
bend it like beckham*
lols.
nice show. rawked (:
thanks small ronald (:
i appreciate it. (:
end like 5 i think.
everyone was feeling sleepy.
den su gave us surprises.
lols.
real surprises lehhs.
we mus do up 2 proposals.
bbq. repaint sc rm. concert.
finish by 6pm.
dats already wednesday.
last day.
i went to the bbq team.
and dey jus continued all the way.
till its tym to do exercises.
lols..qiang marhs. clap clap ..
i wasnt feeling well.
so i slept.
im sorry.
i didnt help for the proposal.
after breakfast.
went back dance studio.
duno why.
mr lee insisted i go classrm rest.
and i guess.
i really needed one.
had a heart to heart talk with mr lee.
teared inside.
thanks mr lee. (:
after the talk.
i went to the boy's bunk to slp.
lols.
was crying abit lahhs.
lols.
den some boys came in.
scared me.
=.=.
i slept for a long tym.
by the time i woke up.
its lunch time.
i felt i mus do smth.
so went to IMM.
bought the stuffs.
nice time (:
went back sch.
took 334.
lols. goodness.
i slp until so shuang can.
haas.
reached sch.
and my.
very busy.
lols.
saw yazid painting the rm.
great job ok! (:
peeps that worked on the sc rm.
thumbs up (:
den gather joyous five.
practised on our family grp performance.
lols.
i was abit fustrated at that time.
but after that.
im alright. (:
went down to bbq.
lols.
rawk worhs. (:
after dat.
went back dance studio.
practiced on our sc performance.
im ur angel. (:
and yeahs.
concert.
lols.
well done. (:
the parents are v nice.
hehs xD
after concert.
led parents to see our new sc rm.
man.
its really excellent. (:
den.
excos met with su.
final sharing.
hug one another.
in a circle.
z. i cried lahhs.
hey excos.
together as one (:
erm yeahs.
den yazid.
takkaire ah boy (:
su hugged everyone.
man. i cannot tahan lerhs.
jus cried and cried.
she told me something.
which i will always remember.
hugged for very long tym. (:
hugged all the excos.
yupp. i wun forget. (:
had joyous five sharing.
lols.
supposed to be tearful derh lorhs.
lols.
turn out.
we all laugh like siao.
of course.
there was a time of seriousness.
yupp.
but overall.
its funny lahhs. lols.
went back to dance studio.
final sharing.
as a whole council.
hugged nash.
i was worried.
who is my warm fuzzy arhs.
lols.
i scared no one come hug me.
lols. xD
and i got a surprise.
yes. a nice surprise.
it is crystal!
i nvr expected lehhs.
but im very happy ok. (:
den sang im ur angel.
world of our own.
this year.
not much of crying.
lols. so people.
bring back all ur tissues.
lols. xDD
had a grp picture.
yeahhs.
to su :
su.
u might not read this.
but i still thank you here.
im sorry for wad i've done to hurt you.
i thank you.
for your guidance.
for your advices.
for the laughter.
for the hugs.
and for that lil secret.
i will miss you.
and i will remember you.
forget me not (:
i love you not only as a trainer.
but as a friend too. (:
best wishes from me.
thanks a billion.
for walking into my life.
and colouring it.
u have left.
beautiful footprints.
which.
i will nvr erase. (:
to mr lee:
mr lee,
u might not be reading this.
throughout my sec 2 and 3 life.
u'v lent a listening ear to me always.
whenever the whole world seems to shut me up.
you are always there.
i thank you.
for the laughter you brought to my life.
for the lessons to learn in life.
im grateful.
and im honoured.
to have met you in school.
i look upon you as a friend.
a friend whom i can turn to.
thank you.
i can never thank enough.
but.
thanks a billion.
with you.
my life is never tearful.
but filled with joy. (:
a new chapter unfolded.
called : hysc' 05
and im loving it. (:
BANGBANG
Friday, June 17, 2005
temporary kid;
face it.
something i learnt during the intensive.
' im hurt coach. i aint dead'
i felt this applies to me too.
im hurt.
but im definitely not dead.
unless. to you. i am.
sorry guys.
i promise i will blog bout the intensive tml.
cos i dun wann to rush out the entry on this.
for i felt.
im going to write a good and proper entry on intensive yeahhs.
good or bad.
big or small.
i just have to face it all.
helplessness.
hopelessness.
fear.
empowered me.
i simply dont know what to do.
nor i know my way.
im tired.
tired of going around in circles.
hey.
arent you tired too.
during cg.
God told me this.
you have to let go somehow.
you just have to learn.
you just have to cry over it.
you just have to pretend.
you have to.
i HAVE to.
time is never.
never lenient.
i wish i can turn back time.
but no.
i know i cant.
i just feel like breaking down.
afterall.
its emptiness.
temporary.
people walking in.
and just walked out.
disappeared ever since.
for different reasons and all.
im just holding back.
BANGBANG
Thursday, June 16, 2005
hellos.
:D
im back.
hehs.
from where.
sc intensive.
(:
a new chapter unfolded.
hehs.
it rawked.
(:
people wondered.
im sick.
yet i still go.
when i know.
it will mean nights where i cant sleep.
but hey.
i just love my sc family.
i just love them to bits.
every single one of them.
and i must say.
i love su.
i love song.
thou he wasnt with us as our guidance this year.
but yeahhs. (:
and.
i love mr lee.
i love my exco peeps.
:D
i will be updating tml.
on sc intensive.
it will be v long.
so yeahhs.
watch this space yeahhs.
im still sick.
haas.
need lots of rest. (:
perhaps.
i really need to take a step back.
afterall.
i know im just not needed there.
i just know it.
but im not angry.
just feel.
yeahs.
i have to take a step back.
let the memories of me be erased.
afterall.
im jus temporary.
(:
hehs.
one love. (:
sc peeps.
do watch the space tml kay.
(:
we just got a lil world of OUR own. *
gotta stay alive.
we will survive.
i believe.
(:
i love you.
you.
and still YOU.
watch this space.
xD
sick shann; *
BANGBANG
Sunday, June 12, 2005
hellos.
im back.
xD
im still sick larhs.
lols.
went fer the emerge.
i just went on shouting.
lols.
woke up.
BAD sore throat.
my voice.
haas.
completely haywire.
i maybe really cannot go intensive lerhh.
later mama going check on me thru phone.
if she hear i talk until like im dying.
guess i hav to take mc and rest at home.
i really need a rest.
(:
im mean.
yar.
i look like happy.
cheerful and stuff.
but.
lols.
i hide it inside.
(:
i need a rest.
budden.
i still wann to go.
xDD
thou i noe.
confirm v tired derh.
machiam like marathon.
cannot slp de ok.
xinni arh~
how lehhs.
when i saw ur sms last nite arh.
im v sad.
i scared later cannot go.
i waited V LONG fer this camp lehhs.
sure got fun. plus. jelling up lorhs.
and i wann hug you. LOL.
really lahhs.
im not les okaes.
xinni understand. (:
i miss my friends so much.
esp 3e3.
i miss the crap.
i miss the laughter.
i miss sitting near yi liang they all.
i miss hearing them talk rubbish.
and. jokes.
hehs.
i miss calling ck jay zhou.
LOL.
i miss my original place.i miss my TABLE.i miss crapping with everyone of them.
in the end. i realise.
a class which i disliked initially.
i miss it so much.
looking back this year.
yar.
i laughed until mad.
i cried alone in the toilet.
lols.
i had many both.
good and bad.
the crying part.
now come to think of it.
its rather funny.
i mean who run all the way.
from sec 3 block 2nd floor.
to sec 1 block 3rd floor.
jus to cry at the girl's toilet there.
hehs.
that is me. (:
i duno if i had grown up.
after all these trials given.
but i hope.
i have grown to be stronger.
and i really found the meaning to this.
whats mine.
even it is lost.
it will come back to me someday.
whats NOT mine.
it will never come back to me.
thou i can wait long.
but. i know.
(:
im dying.
constant rate of coughing.
with BAD sore throat.
hais.
i dun ask.
i dun hear.
i jus let it be.
and let the happiness.
dwell ard the corner.
next tym den i post the lyrics.
a v nice song. (:
BANGBANG
Thursday, June 09, 2005
man.
YOU.
can just really.
make my blood.
BOIL.
to the HIGHEST limit.
im sick.
yah.
one with no voice.
and YOU.
made me SHOUT.
to make you OPEN your mouth.
hey.
can you just show me some respect.
hellos.
u can watch tv.
u cannot just get up.
for just 5 mins.
and empty the dustbin.
why.
inside is almost full.
of YOUR stuff.
sweet.
chocolates.
potato chips.
soft drink can.
im NOT the one ok.
ask you nicely.
dun ans.
ask sec third tym.
u DONT ans.
dont u know tolerance has its limits.
ask you hav the clothes been brought in and folded.
hey.
i never ask you to do.
just ASK.
u only need to ANSWER.
yes or no.
but sadly.
you just treat.
as if.
i dont EXIST.
and CONTINUED.
watching TV.
many always give in to you.
BUT HEY.
its NOT for granted.
and i can see my parent is angry.
WHY.
because WE quarrel.
yahhs.
i know.
my fault again.
always it will be.
whose fault?
SHIRLEY.
HANNAH.
i know LAHS.
i NO voice liao lahhs.
ABIT oso dun have LAHS.
u HAPPY.
Z!
BANGBANG
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
hellos.
(:
woke up at 7 in dah morning.
yeahhs.
7.
do wad.
chemistry.
lols.
im not guai okays.
was sick on mon and tue.
not able to study mahhs.
study. tidy up file.
hmms.
i nvr take my medicine. LOL.
=x.
okays.
went take a shower.
iron my uniform.
lols. dunnoe why.
i feel my uni is v. crumpled.
haiyahhs.
my skills not good larhs.
lols. (:
heys. im a student okays.
alright.
a student who looks like an aunty.
xD
went to schh.
ya larhs.
no voice.
lols.
me and my friends.
were like.
duck and dogs.
meaning.
we were not able to communicate with each other.
LOL.
yy came and asked me.
' u lost ur voice ? '
lols.
eileen ans her.
' wahs. u so clever'
LOL.
okays. i find it funny larhhs.
xD
true oso.
if i can talk.
dun nid wryte on a piece of paper le marhhs.
(:
had chemistry test.
heng lahhs.
thought nvr get 80.
well.
did my best to learn lerhs.
just. cross fingers. (:
still having fever and stuff.
i dun elaborate much on my illness. (:
bought lunch and stuff fer family.
went bck home.
laze ard.
im tired.
lols.
sick mahhs.
xD
i wann to watch zero to hero.
while i was sick.
i missed two eposides lerhhs.
excluding some others.
i study.
LOL.
eyer.
i always v suay derhs.
watch the show.
den v nice.
DEN.
i nvr watch ending.
last tym holland v.
i got camp.
lols.
maybe me and the show.
no fate.
*laughs*
man.
i miss this year emerge.
which is.
something i really look forward to.
but hahs.
no fate.
(:
wo de tou nao DA DA .
thanks ronald and xinni.
really.
thanks. (:
*coughs*
fever coming back.
z.
dun come back lahhs.
lols.
kays.
(:
hais.
.
extraordinary. (:
STUDY. hehs.
dangnigudan.nihuixiangqishui*
BANGBANG
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
yup.
didnt blog ytd.
cant even get up.
z.
went to see doc in the afternoon.
was having high fever. sore throat.
blahhs. u name it.
i was having high fever the whole day.
brain got burnt.
lols..
oh yahhs.
i slept the whole day ytd.
haas. pig de generation ehhs.
got mc.
so didnt go fer maths remedial.
im really unwell.
thus didnt manage to go.
i was still having fever when i woke up at 8.
guess i missed quite alot today.
have to read it up on my own.
still no voice.
cant talk yet.
feeling weak and stuff.
i dont feel like eating.
cook instant noodles.
guess wad.
i only drank the soup.
lols..
my fever is coming back again.
i have no more mc.
have to go back sch tml.
fer chemistry test.
wonder how am i go to take the test.
in this condition.
hais.
sorry i cldnt make it to the emerge this year.
vv sorry i cldnt come and watch ur performance.
im sure it will be fantastic one. (:
things arent the same anymore.
and hey.
i expected this.
oks.
i have to go.
study chemistry.
im sick.
im tired.
i dont wish to know anymore.
stop making fun of me alright.
BANGBANG
Sunday, June 05, 2005
sweat*
im sick.
real sick.
difficulty getting up.
i do housework.
and had a rest.
woke up.
found out.
i have fever. =.=.
wrong tym to be sick.
z.
i dont want to eat.
i want to work.
keep on working.
to cast off all the thoughts.
but somehow.
i knew.
i must not live in denial.
the fact is.
its erased.
used to complain to you.
even about small minor stuffs.
now i have to get used to.
complaining to myself.
hahs.
(:
im busy.
iron.
fold.
tidy bed.
if i dont iron.
my mama no uniform wear.
zz.
no choice lahhs.
great responsibility.
whole body is as if.
on fire.
z.
kay lahhs.
maybe i old liaos.
*shrugs*
God is giving me another trail.
this tym is worse.
hais.
i wish i know what to do.
im tired.
i just want to.
break away.
lols.
cant larhs.
no money can go where.
(:
i wish to talk to someone.
who i can just cry.
and let it all out.
but hey sadly.
there isnt any.
well.
hahs.
no use grumbling.
(:
just.
get used to it.
okays.
i got to rush.
(:
BANGBANG
Saturday, June 04, 2005
heyy
(:
short post kay.
erm.
im feeling sho.
hungry arhhs.
LOL.
gastric pain. ouch.
listening to - ai guo - by penny.
hmms. nice song. (:
ronald horhs?
xD
todae.
do housework.
lols.
*laughs*
went church.
erm.
vv late.
lols.
im becoming the late queen lerhhs.
=x
nice songs. (:
hehs.
emerge!
(:
POS people.
jia you lehhs.
>3 EXTRAORDINARY N28 (: we are just.
so near. yet so far.
since everything is just all right for you.
then.
i have nothing much more to say. (:
BANGBANG
Friday, June 03, 2005
i
>3 EXTRAORDINARY N28 (:
BANGBANG
heyy.
(:
happy burfday (:
brandon~
sharon~
samantha~
lols.
grow up le worhhs.
haas.
shook their hands.
except my sis lahhs.
LOL.
i can shake her hands until shuang at home.
xD
ermm.
todae.
lols. went to meet walter.
with. ronald. and constance.
erm.
LOL.
i was late lahhs.
for about.
lols. i dunch noe.
VERY late.
xD
my hse near jp somemore. LOL.
paisehh lahhs.
esp to ronald.
(:
bth of dem waited fer me.
den we went in.
but hehs.
im not the latest worhhs.
is who.
walter lorhhs.
H20.
LOL.
but cannot blame lahhs.
we all live where.
he live where.
he live ard kallang lehhs.
LOL.
den went to eat mos burger.
had a hard tym deciding what to eat.
den ronald say.
SHIRLEY.
warh piang.
LOL.
i oso dunnoe wad to choose ok.
fers tym eating mos burger.
ok. dunch laugh.
xDD
den we talk lorhhs.
erm LOL.
we talked about studies.
not only that.
bout life.
and. erm. school.
interesting topics HORH?
LOL.
private joke. (:
heyy ronald.
ticket to heaven.
(:
den walter need to go off fers.
den we 3 walk ard lorhhs.
went. erm. lols.
dah christian bookshop.
spent quite some time dere.
i simply >3 the place lort.
(:
been looking high and low fer a cross necklace.
found it at dere.
haven buy. deciding to.
(:
see. i >3 dah place.
LOL.
alrights.
walk walk.
den.
i rushed back home.
warhhs.
party zone. so mani people lorhhs.
well.
my sis bday mahhs.
(:
went to jule de hse fer cg meeting.
well.
rawks (:
den sing happy burfday to the june babies.
eat cake again.
LOL.
i eat until i scared liaos.
but nice lahhs.
(:
took a group photo.
mymy.
all chios and handsome.
except me lahhs.
(:
den went home lorhhs.
hehs hehs.
i >3 N28 (:
heyys.
happy happy burfday brother!
dunch cry.
dunch sad.
just.
smile like never before.
im always here.
(:
im not needed.
thanks for telling me that.
(:
emerge 2005.
what are you waiting for.
extraordinary.
(:
BANGBANG
Thursday, June 02, 2005
heyy.
suddenly >3 my blog so much.
hehs. (:
im prepared.
and hey.
i expected it.
i know.
some time later.
you will no longer need me.
so yeahhs.
todayy remedial.
erm. lols.
sat with tiffany.
(:
nice lunch.
wanted to go tuition.
but.
wasnt feeling well.
then talked to my sis's friends.
about how different is primary schh life.
and secondary schh life.
quite fun lahhs.
lols.
i discovered something.
that is.
the younger generation just gets worser.
LOL.
no offence arhhs.
haas.
but they are cute in a way.
just like.
a child of innocence.
(:
i try hard to study.
revise and stuff.
hope.
im able to catch up what i've lost.
lets work hard!
(:
hysc intensive 2005.
haas.
re-living memories 2004.
touching.
nice.
mushy.
hugs and stuff.
will it happen once again in 2005?
i have much more to let go.
sometimes.
nothing just lasts forever.
but when i say forever.
i mean it.
(:
lots of stuff happened.
mostly bad.
dunn wish to blog it out.
neway.
its over.
im happy.
(:
hey.
brother.
maybe tomorrow.
i wont have a chance to say this.
but still.
i wish you here.
a very happy birthday.
i pray you will cheer up soon.
(:
people come and go.
i thank you for making a difference in my life.
i must say.
if you want to go.
its alright.
(:
as i played the songs.
something just came on my mind.
im just here. (:
BANGBANG