Sunday, May 22, 2005
dont wish to say much.
seriously.
i have lost.
if you are making a joke out of me.
congratulations. you have done it.
the more i try to be happy.
the worse you want to make me feel.
whats worse.
you made complications.
what is hope.
and what is faith.
i believed.
i praised.
then what.
more trails ahead.
you can say im lousy.
yes. i am.
im a nuisance.
im a kb person.
im a whole lot worse.
since its that way.
you can never understand.
why i choose to leave.
im a human.
not a robot.
im one with emotions.
why.
why did everything turn out this way.
just by your doing.
everybody collapsed.
just like SHE said.
living a meaningless life.
you might as well dont stay here.
because you dont belong anywhere else on earth.
if you say i can overcome this quickly.
perhaps.
you just dont know me .
who likes to cry and tear everyday.
i hate to.
yet.
the situation forced me to.
BANGBANG
