Sunday, June 12, 2005
hellos.
im back.
xD
im still sick larhs.
lols.
went fer the emerge.
i just went on shouting.
lols.
woke up.
BAD sore throat.
my voice.
haas.
completely haywire.
i maybe really cannot go intensive lerhh.
later mama going check on me thru phone.
if she hear i talk until like im dying.
guess i hav to take mc and rest at home.
i really need a rest.
(:
im mean.
yar.
i look like happy.
cheerful and stuff.
but.
lols.
i hide it inside.
(:
i need a rest.
budden.
i still wann to go.
xDD
thou i noe.
confirm v tired derh.
machiam like marathon.
cannot slp de ok.
xinni arh~
how lehhs.
when i saw ur sms last nite arh.
im v sad.
i scared later cannot go.
i waited V LONG fer this camp lehhs.
sure got fun. plus. jelling up lorhs.
and i wann hug you. LOL.
really lahhs.
im not les okaes.
xinni understand. (:
i miss my friends so much.
esp 3e3.
i miss the crap.
i miss the laughter.
i miss sitting near yi liang they all.
i miss hearing them talk rubbish.
and. jokes.
hehs.
i miss calling ck jay zhou.
LOL.
i miss my original place.i miss my TABLE.i miss crapping with everyone of them.
in the end. i realise.
a class which i disliked initially.
i miss it so much.
looking back this year.
yar.
i laughed until mad.
i cried alone in the toilet.
lols.
i had many both.
good and bad.
the crying part.
now come to think of it.
its rather funny.
i mean who run all the way.
from sec 3 block 2nd floor.
to sec 1 block 3rd floor.
jus to cry at the girl's toilet there.
hehs.
that is me. (:
i duno if i had grown up.
after all these trials given.
but i hope.
i have grown to be stronger.
and i really found the meaning to this.
whats mine.
even it is lost.
it will come back to me someday.
whats NOT mine.
it will never come back to me.
thou i can wait long.
but. i know.
(:
im dying.
constant rate of coughing.
with BAD sore throat.
hais.
i dun ask.
i dun hear.
i jus let it be.
and let the happiness.
dwell ard the corner.
next tym den i post the lyrics.
a v nice song. (:
BANGBANG
