Friday, June 17, 2005
temporary kid;
face it.
something i learnt during the intensive.
' im hurt coach. i aint dead'
i felt this applies to me too.
im hurt.
but im definitely not dead.
unless. to you. i am.
sorry guys.
i promise i will blog bout the intensive tml.
cos i dun wann to rush out the entry on this.
for i felt.
im going to write a good and proper entry on intensive yeahhs.
good or bad.
big or small.
i just have to face it all.
helplessness.
hopelessness.
fear.
empowered me.
i simply dont know what to do.
nor i know my way.
im tired.
tired of going around in circles.
hey.
arent you tired too.
during cg.
God told me this.
you have to let go somehow.
you just have to learn.
you just have to cry over it.
you just have to pretend.
you have to.
i HAVE to.
time is never.
never lenient.
i wish i can turn back time.
but no.
i know i cant.
i just feel like breaking down.
afterall.
its emptiness.
temporary.
people walking in.
and just walked out.
disappeared ever since.
for different reasons and all.
im just holding back.
BANGBANG
