Saturday, July 02, 2005
today.
after church.
went to jp alone.
hmms.
saw a guy with his two friends.
den i thought wad.
suddenly he ask.
" u are the gap camp one hor? "
smth liddat.
i was shocked lahs. lols.
cos he not in my grp derh.
den. i didnt expect him to remember.
yarh.
gap camper. (:
still remembered.
when i went out and took the award.
haas.
yup.
so. yarhs.
im so bottled up right now.
tears are waiting to flow.
now i can see.
now i know.
i give up.
i shld jus erase.
wad for hold on.
i dont want to know anymore.
i know i am blur.
i tend to do wrong.
because of my problems.
friends come and go.
but while you are angry.
wont you jus take a look back at me.
i am trying.
but i know.
how hard i try.
im not able to catch up.
now.
i dont know.
i guess.
i have not found myself yet.
im sorry.
if i've been a nightmare.
instead of being a good companion.
i just leave.
BANGBANG
