Monday, August 15, 2005
what for.
what for to hold on.
when nothing mattered.
what for.
when im just an extra.
what for.
when im not needed.
what for.
when i know.
what for.
when the ending is known.
what for.
to struggle in and out.
when i know.
when we know.
things are blatantly obvious.
i mean.
whats mine.
even if its lost someday.
it will be mine someday.
somehow.
but whats not mine.
no matter how i try.
i know.
there's not a need to ask.
i thought it over.
im like spoiling the happiness of everyone.
without me.
life will definitely be much better.
much more comfortable.
i will be sad.
im not strong enough to watch the ending.
but what can i do.
not much of a choice.
i have nothing to lose.
there is nothing to start.
nothing starts.
nothing ends.
nothing at all.
reality.
i face it.
BANGBANG
