Saturday, August 06, 2005
untitled;
I open my eyes
I try to see try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the painAnd I can't make it go awayNo I can't stand the painHow could this happen to meI've made my mistakes I've got no where to runThe night goes onAs I'm fading awayI'm sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to meEverybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
but no one hears me
I'm
slipping off the edgeI'm
hanging by a threadI wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when
nothing matteredAnd I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've doneNo I can't
How could this happen to me I've made my mistakesI've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading awayI'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to meI've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes onAs I'm fading away I'm sick of this lifeI just wanna scream How could this happen to mebehind these hazel eyes;
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tallI used to be so strongYour arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyesI told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of meIs what I pretend to beSo together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out For hating you,
I blame myselfSeeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
i dont know how.
and i dont know why.
i know.
i brought upon this.
not a need to apologise to me.
for.
its my wrongdoing.
now.
here; tear me into pieces.
here; erase me like how you clean the whiteboard a total white.
here; delete me like how you press the delete button
u dont have to reply me.
with a unwilling heart.
(:
shirley is useless.
shirley is sadistic.
shirley is selfish.
shirley is petty.
shirley is bad.
shirley scuks;
tears descended.
and no.
i cant make it go away.
060805.
BANGBANG
