Thursday, September 01, 2005
have not been blogging for days.
yep.
290805.
nothing much.
work.
rehearsals.
300805.
busy day.
a maths common test.
oh well.
jus tell me i failed it.
rehearsal.
went to jp bought stuff for council.
something unexpected happened.
which.
i dont know why.
but thanks to my junior.
yep. (:
called xinni.
saw her blog.
wish to say sorry to her.
trouble her the last min.
yep.
after making calls to isabel and mr lee.
went off to make the cards.
but i guess.
im really tired.
did one.
and just slept.
310805.
the big day.
went to sc rm.
did the cards.
with the help of.
isabel.
feez.
kim choo.
thanks (:
signed smth for mr lee.
went down to assembly.
had a meeting.
busybusybusy.
went back sc rm.
syafiqah called for me.
realised i haven dressed up.
went dance studio.
dressed and make up.
of cos.
i look terrible.
(:
watched the concert in the canteen.
until it was my group's turn.
did my best.
went down.
rushed to meet xinni.
change again.
did the guess the teachers.
overall.
it was kind of funny (:
giving out of apples.
finale.
since the day ive been made exco.
i tried hard in whatever i do.
for the teachers' day.
im happy its a success.
to think.
i play a part in it.
coordinating.
everything was such a mess back then.
I thought it was almost impossible.
to have a good teachers' day.
but im really glad.
the teachers' day was a success.
a big thank you to everyone.
who have made it a success.
all sc.
its been tiring and all.
but i guess.
the sense of sastifaction and joy.
we all know (:
i enjoy working with all of you.
time flies.
its going to be end of year.
and yeah.
i can only be an exco for one year.
i treasure.
feel like giving up at times.
but you all were there.
sc is like my family.
a group of friends.
and mr lee.
who was there for me all the time.
i dont know whether im still in next year.
all i feel like saying to all of you.
esp sc who happen to come by my blog.
i want to say.
i love all of you.
i love this family.
im glad im in.
and im grateful.
the wonderful gifts God has given me.
which is.
all of you (:
the excos.
we have quarrels and all.
but.
thinking hard.
i know.
i will never forget.
the times we work together.
the times we had fun together.
the time back when we had the intensive.
where u all gave me encouragement.
mr lee.
need i say more.
the best gift i have been given.
the best teacher.
he's like my father.
the one i can talk to.
anything under the sun.
happy teachers' day to you (:
thank you mdm lye too.
for bringing me through.
we know (:
thank you:
ms chiang
ms dalina
ms foo
ms kwek
mdm jin
mr ting
mr chua
i can never thank you enough.
but thank you for the guidance.
thanks a milllion.
thanks a billion.
thanks a godzillion. (:
I >3 HYSC
I >3 EVERYONE
(:
if anyone noticed.
im not myself.
honest.
i smile it fakely.
so fake.
so fake.
whats gone cannot come back.
i have lost.
i admit defeat.
i tread upon the lonely road.
i wish to replay.
to rewind.
but time flies.
it flies.
in the world of fantasy.
where i thought.
everything is going smooth.
but.
have you ever loved and lost somebody.
it fades;
and slips away;
what am i in your eyes.
who am i to you.
do i mean something.
or rather. nothing.
everything jus changes.
how fast the changes are.
we cant stop them.
a temporary will always be a temporary.
no matter how hard i try.
no matter how hard i climb.
in the end.
im just a tool to be fooled.
BANG ME-
so yesterday.
you turn without looking back.
left.
and never came back.
everything went wrong.
i caused it.
i lost. i gained back.
i lost again.
and never came back the same.
erase the world of fantasy.
what a joke i had.
im a nobody.
let me ride back to reality.
WAKE UP.
here i am, once again
im caught into pieces.
cant deny it, cant pretend.
i thought YOU were the one.
broken up; deep inside.
you wont get to see the tears i cry.
HAVE YOU EVER;
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just want to change the way the world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see That's the way I feel about you and me Baby have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking I should know 'Cos I loved and lost the day I let (you go)
everything was just a excuse i gave myself.
it seems like.
im happy.
at the expense of others' happiness.
and no.
i dont want.
they deserve the smiles.
i dont.
reality.
DEVASTATION;
where my world begins.
BANGBANG
