Saturday, September 03, 2005
devastation;
why doesnt one cherish their loved ones.
until the day they are gone from your sight.
im sorry ronald.T.
i didnt mean to.
i guess you are really in a bad mood.
im. really sorry..
...
how she entered your life.
how she gave you best memories.
how hurt you are during the months.
because of a dispute.
how i see from the start till the end.
yeah.
i feel inferior.
i have no confidence.
i have low self-esteem.
i think too much.
as you thought so.
or others think so.
its not trust.
its how the thing seems.
she definitely rocks your life.
i totally agree.
what i gave.
is nothing much.
i just wan to say here.
i have no intentions of coming in between.
no intentions.
i will return whats yours.
and leave it behind.
because. its yours.
not mine.
yeah.
no one can belong to anyone.
not belong as in.
the meaning of belong.
but. yeah u know.
im a irritance.
a disturbance.
i dont always think like that.
but its how i see.
and feel.
true.
i am sensitive.
but thats where.
i know when to leave.
when im not needed.
guess being sensitive.
is also good sometimes.
i just feel like closing my eyes.
taking a long break.
its time to get away.
to isolate and think through.
its time to close my eyes.
let the memories run.
let them replay.
and then.
erase them.
let the tears flow.
like how water does.
sorry if anyone cant understand.
cause.
i jus have an urge to type out how i feel.
seriously.
im dropping hair.
OMG?
sister twinnie!
ms hafidah (:
same burfdae.
but diff timezone.
lols (:
same burfdae has same characteristic.
we know we know (:
mr lee.
takkaire yah! (:
hais.
devastation takes me to nowhere.
except to a hole.
where i know.
i cant see whats ahead.
(:
let them be erased.
moodswings.
WHAM.
BANG-
BANGBANG
