Sunday, September 18, 2005
i thought i can pull through.
the world thought i had it all.
but no.
im wrong.
to survive until now.
i have tried the best i know how.
really.
the way im in now.
is just empty.
last night.
i just cry out.
asking why.
i dont know.
i dont know what im doing.
why am i here.
problems after problems.
wad can i do.
i cry out to God.
the smile.
i guess.
is already wiped off from my face.
dont bring me to heaven;
if u intend to push me back to hell.
you are free to go.
afterall.
im now a girl.
with attitude.
problems everywhere.
i have closed my eyes.
BANGBANG
