Friday, May 19, 2006
back.
shant say much bout exams.
afterall.
what's done is done.
exams taken. results given.
what more can i do.
thanks xinni for her encouragement (:
>3 her loads (:
and so.
yeahh.
i guess.
i need a day to sort out my thoughts and all.
in fact. v disturbing ones.
actually.
i tried v hard to be happy.
laugh and all.
i just hope i can be optimistic bout it.
just like people say.
its just the MYE.
learn from mistakes.
and work really hard for prelim.
xinni oso told me.
prelim = one last chance.
O levels is the stage for performance.
the big day.
whilst prelim is just akin to the last full-dress rehearsal.
and i shant waste my time away anymore.
it is indeed very disturbing.
when mrs chong asked me.
why did i fare so badly.
because to her.
im hardworking.
at that point of time.
i was asking myself.
yah. why.
am i really working v hard.
tears almost fell.
but i swallowed it down.
it was hard.
really hard.
its time to start now.
10 days to O levels chinese.
just for chinese.
it has always been my strongest subject.
not v fantastic marks.
but i believe i can do better.
its not whether you get knocked down;
but whether you are willing to pick up from where you fell.
life is about learning backwards;
but working forward.
thats what i chance upon today.
realise something new.
and.
got it from sara's blog.
with her permission.
' time will never wash the pain away;
if you keep holding onto it. '
therefore.
this is what i think.
' if it must pass. let it go. '
no use harping on the same issue.
im tired.
you are tired.
what for.
im tired running after you.
you are tired of this chasing-running.
in the end.
we are still back to square one.
whats the point?
i stubbornly refused to let go.
you just tried so hard to run away from me.
thats what i feel.
so. in the end.
i choose to let go.
i'll give you the freedom you always wanted.
its always hard to say goodbye.
talking to ronald now.
thanks ronald for ur encouragement (:
yeahh.
i will not let these marks take over my confidence. (:
thanks for your concern.
you might not see this.
but thanks (:
alright.
i'll end here.
(:
BANGBANG
