Monday, June 05, 2006
hmms.
after i've read royce's blog.
my heart just wrenched.
back in yr 2004.
i was still in hns course.
i remembered there was this patient.
who used to sit at the table and draw.
patient as he was, he didnt care.
he drew beautiful paintings;
paintings of flowers.
and me.
i used to just stand beside him.
watching him paint, joke.
he even offered to draw one painting and frame it for me.
which i gladly accepted it.
he told me that it wld only be ready in oct.
and i wld need to go back and take that.
the me promised him i wld go back.
however.
i failed to honour my promise.
and now.
i just got to know.
he passed away last june.
to wait for a man who will never come.
its as good as waiting in the drought.
and i.
i didnt honour my promise to him.
uncle,
if u can hear the voices in me.
im sorry.
i failed to honour my promise.
i failed to visit you.
you treated me just like your daughter.
you told me to work hard for my future.
and i failed you.
im sorry.
I believe you will be happy with the Lord.
time waits for no man.
how true it is.
feeling much better alrdy.
thanks to sara n kar yan;
for their concerns(:
things are getting pushy.
and.
i've no better solutions.
than to run away and seek solace.
for now.
let me just take a break.
that issue?
long
over.
你给我的承诺像标本框里的蝶冰冷的睡 像永不再醒来的离别( if cant see. go view -> encoding -> unicode )
these two phrases.
taken from a song.
they are my favs.
the meaning is brought out i guess.
how i feel about it too.
if you promise to someone.
honour the promise.
for it is definitely significant.
BANGBANG
