Sunday, June 18, 2006
back.
feeling v lousy now.
holidays passing fast.
soon it will be prelims.
few more months.
O levels.
graduation day will come as well.
as we go on. we remember.
how many people had entered in my life.
how many stayed.
how many left.
i wish i can take all of you with me.
but reality stops me.
thats how reality works.
time.
how things change with time.
the past.
the present.
the unknown future.
the classroom filled with laughter.
the vacant classroom.
distance.
so near yet so far.
i thought.
after a honest talk.
everything will just be fine.
but no.
why it was just quarrel after quarrel.
or.
misunderstandings over and over again.
or rather.
same old mundane routine.
always back to square one.
im just racing against time.
so strained.
the line is getting thinner.
or perhaps.
it just snapped.
i just realised.
its so hard to salvage a friendship.
to find a friend.
whom you lost somehow somewhere.
hah.
just random thoughts.
anyhow.
came across ken's blog.
heard a v nice song.
that is to me.
duno how the others feel bout it.
(:
Heartbreak Lullaby by A-teens:
Heartbreak lullaby...
In the still of the night,
I can almost feel you lying next to me,
Like it used to be,
And its hard to let go,
When there's always something there reminding me,
How things could be,
I've tried to get you off my mind,
I've tried to play my part,
But everytime I close my eyes,
You're still inside my heart,
Why can't I laugh?
Why must I cry?
Everytime we say good-bye,
Why does it rain,
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,
Like the stars in the sky,
You still keep on shining down you're light on me,
But out of reach,
And I know that in time,
You will come back to your senses,
See the signs,
And change your mind,
I try to look the other way,
And keep my heart on hold,
But everytime I'm close to you,
I lose my self-control,
Why can't I laugh?
Why must I cry?
Everytime we say good-bye,
Why does it rain,
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby.
Why can't I laugh?
Why must i cry?
Give me just one good reason why..
Why does it rain
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart.
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby.
[CHORUS x2]
( credits to :
http://www.dance-lyrics.com/songs/heartbreak_lullaby_5356.htm )
just what will it take to make you see.
just what can i do to make you see why.
it will be long or never.
whywhywhy.
ciao.
BANGBANG
